I've been really lazy these days. I'm even too lazy to blog. ARGH.

My daily routine lately:
>Wake up
> Drive my brother to summer school
>Mope around
>Drive my brother home from summer school
>Practice the piano
>Sleep

This is seriously not a scam. At first when I read the terms and conditions it all felt too good to be true. And to a certain extent, it still sort of is.

There's a website called Xpango: http://www.xpango.com?ref=91449258. Yes, you have to sign up. But all you have to do is sign up and earn credits. You can earn credits by completely offers. Offers are just basically signing up on other sites to get freebies. HAHA, I got to rent free blockbuster videos. Anyways, knowing me, I want an Ipod, so I signed up for it. I need 23 credits to get a 160GM classic Ipod. Ooooooooooooo, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

LALA. But I can understand when people don't want to be signing up on all these things on the internet. Dan got his Wii console already, I'm so jealous. Jessica got her Apple Iphone AND Ipod Touch. Goshhhhhh... I can't wait until I'm part of the deal. But anyways, you don't have to give out your credit card number or anything, so there's really no way for them to take anything from you.

After the "temporary" halt in the process of writing our DBSK fanfiction, I've decided to pick it up again, of course, with the persuasion of Sherry Chen as well. It'll give me something to do and perhaps bring some meaning back into my life because right now, I feel so useless.

Jan 17th - Carnival

Jan 18th - Back to Korea

Jan 22nd - Time capsule

Jan 26th - Jaejoong's birthday party

Jan 31st - Julie's anniversary/fight with Junsu

Feb 10th - Homin's birthday/find out Changmin isn't gay

Feb 14th - I ask Changmin out

Feb 29th - Yoonji dies

Mar 1st - Michelle comes back

Mar 7th - Jinbae's event

Mar 14th - Michelle's event

Mar 16th - Everyone moves in with DBSK--Sherry moves in reluctantly

Mar 21st - Julie's event/everything is okay

Mar 28th - My event

Apr 4th - Sherry gets kidnapped at 3PM

Apr 5th - We're all found at 6AM

Tomorrow we have to officially select our courses. So far, according to the way I've planned it, I have courses on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Each day starts at 9AM. On Mondays I end at 5/6, Wednesdays I finish at 5 and on Fridays I'm done at 2. I am NOT doing that stupid FLCs thing. There are meetings every other Thursdays at 1:30-3PM. Seriously, I'm not taking the bus all the way downtown to meet for 1.5 hours and discuss about nothing. I have better things to do like, sleep, eat, make some money, you know, the essentials of life. I said that if I could plan courses on Thursdays instead of Wednesdays then I'd do the FLCs thing, but seeing as it's just too inconvenient, I decided that I'll just have to drop this stupid program.

I want to take Japanese but they only offer ONE course and that's on Mondays from 10-12AM. At that time I'm taking Biology and Chemistry and there's almost like no way to move those other courses. There are only two choices for Biology, Mondays and Wednesdays in the morning or Mondays from 6-8PM. Yeah, I don't really want to be taking the subway home so late. It's just all too complicated.

I finished watching ROMANTIC PRINCESS and DEVIL BESIDE YOU. Both dramas consists of ultimate hotties. WU ZHUN AND MIKE HE ARE SO SO SO SO SO HOT.

I have to admit ROMANTIC PRINCESS is sort of immature, it's such a rip-off of CINDERELLA or something.

DEVIL BESIDE YOU is the typical good-girl bad-boy hook up. BUT MIKE HE IS SUCH A HOT BAD BOY. I think it's because I've been lacking any sort of social life so I'm just living in my own fantasy.

Memorable conversations:
A: What do you do if you meet a victim who's not breathing and has a broken rib that has punctured the skin? Do you treat breathing, brain, bleeding, or bone first?
B: First... treat yourself for shock.

HAHA! For all non-lifeguards, that probably wasn't funny. But it was so WITTY in the moment.

A: *doing CPR*
B: You have to push harder.
C: And faster.
D: And deeper.
A: Ew.
---
I've stopped blogging as often now because I'm so busy with other things. I still have to pick my courses for university. I still don't know if I want 2 majors or a major and two minors. I want to learn Japanese. Should I take Japanese? My dad will probably freak and question why the hell I chose to learn some random foreign language rather than brush up on my Mandarin. I'm sort of afraid to take Chinese because it's just too hard to learn and study for. I HATE memorizing definitions for idioms. I HATE Chinese idioms. Just... the language is too hard, I'm NEVER taking a Chinese course ever again. I've taken enough of those to last me for the rest of this lifetime.

I have to practice the piano. BLAH. WHEN WILL THE FREAKING PIANO MOVE OUT OF MY LIFE?!

I failed. Blah. I hate that feeling of incompetency. I know you can't be the best at everything and I never said I want to be the best at everything. I just want to be competent at everything. I want to be able to do everything.

I'm feeling really
1. exhausted
2. depressed
3. stressed
4. lazy

SIGH* I still have so much to do. I don't even have wallowing time. Tomorrow I have to start up on my next venture. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I hate this. Why is this summer so difficult? Oh well, time presses on and I guess I have to move with it. No one will notice how many times you fall as long as you get up quick enough. Well, that's what I'm telling myself anyways.

I've never taken an interest in Taiwanese dramas until recently. As I've been admiring the new source of entertainment, I'm also beginning to also adore the package the comes along with it-- the music. The music to every drama I've watched so far is absolutely amazing. A lot of the lyrics are so beautiful and the music is so nicely composed. I think it's a nice change from the English hip-hop scene.

Because I've only heard music from the notorious Fahrenheit, F.I.R, S.H.E, and Jay Chou in terms of Taiwanese music, they did not leave me a lasting impression. Well, of course, with the exception of Jay Chou. Now, I'm introduce to all these other great artists =). I'm inspired to be a musician now. HAHAHA. PFFT, pigs will fly before I can compose any sort of true music. Anyways, all the more reasons for me to practice the fucking damn son-of-a-bitch piano now, eh?

Okay, so I shouldn't have e-mailed Mr.Trefler for my damn IB marks but I did, and the results are... not bad (I'm trying to be optimistic here). So it wasn't EXACTLY what I hoped for, but it wasn't my worst nightmare either. This is what I wanted:

1. At least a level 5 in everything
2. At least a B on TOK essay
3. At least a B on Extended essay

I got 2 out of the 3 things I wanted. That's 66%. That's two-thirds of what I wanted. 66% is a pass. If you went to a party, and there was a pie cut into 3 slices, and you got 2 slices. That's pretty good.

Okay, fine. This stupid optimism shit isn't working.

Whatever. I'm safe for university. My chemistry mark will be inflated, regardless. My biology mark will ALSO be inflated. So... it's all good?

1. Loving IT STARTED WITH A KISS I &II OST
2. Watching Tokyo Juliet
3. Must download it first
4. Officially lost PIN
5. Needs to book an appointment with counsellor
6. "If a guy like him put a hat over my head like that, I would've passed out."
7. XQ: Everyone looks the same! How was I suppose to know that I had to give the medicine to Yi Yi and not Mei Mei?
   ZS: ..... you had the medicine to Tang Tang, but instead you gave it to Jin Jin.
   XQ: ......oh. Whatever, they're all the same!
8. Jealousy is beautiful to watch. MUHAHAHA

~Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
~When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.
~Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
~Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
~Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.
~Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
~Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.
~Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.